Sunday, August 29, 2010
i have forgiven, AND forgotten (kinda) about the rows w THEM.
yet im not reli sure if they did the same. look, sorry i acted like a bitch and stuffs, although i didnt and still dont understand what i did to offend your fragile little selves.
anyway, i was trying to clear things off and you guys didnt respond but deliberately ignored my existence, what more to my efforts of trying to patch stuffs up.
fine.
i was pissed, but at least i tried.
maybe not hard enough, but hey, can't i get some brownie points for that?
your harsh responses struck me, and i wanted to give you guys a tight slap then and there.
but i didnt.
bcz i was stopped by my fellow band members and also because i dint have the courage to slap and be responsible for it.
but if i did, i would be a bigger bitch wont i?
i still dun get the me being a bitch part.
am i ignorant?
hah.
well, i forgave you guys for boiling my blood.i have forgotten almost completely about what had happened.but everytime i see you guys giving me the 'i-still-hate-you-look', well, it's kinda beyond my control my brain surfs back to the past incident.
but whatevs.
it's up to you.
if you guys can't get over some small thing like this, my heart feels for you, sorry for you.
and if you could forgive (whatev i did wrong n did nt even realize it, srsly), well good for you. and congatz, ur bitter personality just turned a notch sweeter.
just saying, y' noe.
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7:30 AM
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