Monday, March 31, 2008
oh man, i fell in school when i was rushing in through the front gate, n while i was TRYING to run to d "spiderman wall" coz d 2 freaks in front of me were lyk so slow, i tried to overtake n i fell, seriously, i didn't even bliv i fell, until i felt d pain throbbing, ugh, dis sucks...n now my knee n, well, below my knee of my right leg r bruised thx to me, swt, i'll nvr run up ever agn, i'll walk up..
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7:37 PM
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
Haiz...My holiday is almost over, tomorrow, no, wait, 12 more hours to school days. I'm gonna see my friends agn, and TEACHERS, and HOMEWORK, I'm so not looking forward to school days... ugh, in fact I already hate it before it started..so...haiz...
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9:00 PM
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Thursday, March 13, 2008
CF ROXX!!! One thing i reli reli reli love about tmn sea is CF!!! it reli fills me wif joy when i'm in the cf camp, and fills me wif sadness when i'm about to leave cf camp...haiz..time flies even faster than a lightning...anyway, cf camp had dis angel-mortal-thing, and my mortal is Melvin Goh...it turned out he's d guy who plays the keyboard, not bad, i was thinking, if he respects his 'angel', i might gt to listen to free music!! ^^ jkjk...anyway, my 'angel' didn't do much, except gave me one tiny note just before dey took down d envelopes... anyway, like what Rachel said, be thankful, so i'm gonna be thankful...but i'm also gonna be abit modest, like Rachel..lol..., i must say, i did better than my angel, at least i gave my mortal 2 notes and a bar of chocolate... =P .. i met loads of friends there...Samantha, Emma, Huey Lin, Candice, Trisha, Joanne, Jamie, Hock Jeen( my distant cousin...lol), blablabla...anyway, CF CAMP ROXX full stop. ^^
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8:34 AM
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Saturday, March 8, 2008
these few days im gettin more and more depressed, i feel really stressed out, it just feels like everything is falling apart, n i'm in a mess...ugh, i hate it..
seriously, wats d point of school if you have nothing to do, i feel really confused and forgetful...u could actually tell from d school's last few days, i kept forgetting abt bringing stuffs and d worst was getting scolded and threatened br teacher, honestly, dis is a realy common thing, you don't have to be so blowed up!!!
i feel like having a suicide, no, really. I'm totally serious, and no one hardly talks to me at school, so i actually get bored, and even I don't feel like talking so much, i just feel like DYING, and to make things worse, ppl who loves to choose d wrong timing used that time to criticize me, and hurting me, making things worse for me again and again....seriously, you make me SO PISSED OFF!!!
Some of my friends asked me why i'm being so emo, no kidding, how can i NOT BE?!?!
I have no idea how to explain how I feel, but i can assure you one of the reasons is bcoz if my FAMILY, i meant my parents and my brother, I feel that they love me the least and neglects me most of the time, the worst is PICKING ON ME, you have no idea how suffering it is...all these started ever since i was quite small, and it just goes on like this till now, they pick on me just bcoz I'm the youngest, they blame everything on me just bcoz i'm the youngest, i really hate my life, i just hope i can find happiness sooner than soon...
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4:49 AM
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