Friday, July 31, 2009
o k.dis is stupid.i alwiz tell myself since i was young to fall for an OLDER dude.or at least, d same age.i rejected a form 1 guy who i hardly know.but now..this...omg...o k.i dun wanna name dis dude but i tink sm of u guys noe hu he is already.
Shakila said two stufs tht i rmb.1 of it which is wrong.d othr which is so right.
she said i know how u feel.u feel tired huh.*yes i m.tired of fallin in Luv agn n gtin false hopes..* n she said i bet when u go back u dun care whr u throw ur bag n jz sleep..*which is wrong.bcz i dun do tht since i was 11.*o k.so wayz..dis dude...i jz met him reli reli reli recent n yeahh hes reli nice n yeahh d guy w d gentlemen looks.xDD wt i lyk!!(unlyk *ahem'shole*)d thing is..syah saw him first n went *gasp* hot guy! i dint even bother to look bt wen i turned n saw him i was lyk yeahh he is HOT!!!
hahaz.i gues he gv me false hopes too.dun wanna talk much abt him cz i jz knew him n plus its pathetic-lah.i dun wanna b d love-wimp anymore.im still under training on hw to nt lose urself wen u meet sm1 u lyk..
thrs so much to write about since d twins' birthday...yeahh.so as sm of u peeps noe, im an emo girl.its nt tht i LYK to.its simply bcz it's lyk im LIVED to.sighz.i duno.i had a dream last nite.4gt most of it.bt i'll tel u one part.its abt my couz' family n my family.saw my couz fr tmn sea in yuk chai(i noe, dreams nwadays hv reli sm imagination!!)n he dint even say hi he jz luked at me in a hateful way n went in2 d car 2 go home.which is kinda wt it feels lyk nw.why cnt families jz gt along? i mean, we R RELATED...i duno hw i'll feel exactly if he sees dis.bt all i wan2 wish for is for our families to get along WELL.plsplspls cn v STOP FIGHTING? i dun wan a childish family w childish relatives. i wan it to b lyk d past.wen we're young.n no1 is here to quarrel.no love issues.no worries.at least, nt these much.sigh.anyway, i tink im gona stop fallin for him.i'll try.i mean, i nvr meant to fal for a YOUNGER guy.n dis time it's...ugh.anyway, lyk my mom said."it's jz puppy love".lyk wt aijin said"infatuation".bt aly tells me abt her tui tea hus gtin married to her highskul sweetheart.
i tink i'll migrate to australia.
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